Because no one has contacted me. Neither matchmaker reached out to me after I asked to be taken on as a client again and I have no idea what's going on. I've just decided I'd rather try elsewhere. I almost feel as though I'm being judged and I'm so hurt about this.  My matchmaker has also persistently asked me questions that make me uncomfortable so I'm just hurt and upset and honestly have no idea why I'm being treated like some kind of insignificant person.  Have I offended anyone on your site?  Are the people on this site upset because I decided to break it off with the person they set me up with? 
 If so, I truly apologize for your inconvenience. I really have no idea what I've done to deserve this kind of treatment. So jazaakum Allah kheir, you've honestly all managed to bring down my self esteem even lower than when I began my journey with you.  It's all about naseeb I know this more than anyone but I wish I could have been treated nicer.  I've been subtly accused of being racist and then just ignored and I really can't quit this site without at least letting you know you've really gone out of your ways to humiliate and degrade me.  Thank you